If I Were You

If I were you, I'd stop things right there. I would come back to my senses and I would say 'I'm sorry.' Then I would finally end things with them, and choose the right one. It is I, who waits for you despite of everything. you will never be misunderstood if you're with me. I will make you so happy.
But no, I won't show my weakness to you anymore. I won't let you take 'it' for granted. If you don't come back to me, you'll never find me. That's final. I'm finished with 'that.'

My Religion

If you ask what is my religion I will tell you I am a muslim... but I have my own beliefs about understand God, the Almighty.

As a follower of Islam I believe there's only God. But like many others I do not think my religion is any better than that of others. If there's just one God, then we're all basically praying or worshiping to the same entity. Maybe my way of praying is different than yours, but all these prayers are sent to one, isn't it? Then why fight in the name of religion, why think I am any better than you are, why think my God is powerful than yours? All I know is, being a very small part of this universe, it isn't possible to understand God, His creation or His motive behind every good or bad thing that happens. I like to think there's a part of God among all of us.

I just think fighting over religion is really stupid. There's a God over watching us, and probably laughing because we can be so stupid at times. I respect different beliefs of people. As I believe in their cultural differences.

My Philosophies

For some reasons I can't sleep tonight. So I thought I'd rather get up and do something constructive rather than waste time. My next posts are going to be about my philosophies. Why? Because, everyone has his own codes or philosophies that he lives by. There are plenty in my head right now. I just want a documentation. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm so excited!

Secret Heart

A nice quote I read in the beginning of a french movie 'oui,mais...' I'd like to share it with you:


After creating the universe, the gods wondered
where to hide the truth?
On the highest peak?
At the bottom of the sea?
On the dark side of the moon?
 Finally they decided
 " In the heart of a man
 He will look everywhere, and never suspecting it to be deep within him."

- Old Hindu Legend-

Suggestions anyone?

I had no idea anyone would ever read my blogs.... perhaps few people did so accidentally?? Anyway, it meant so much to me when last night, a blogger from USA commented on my previous blog,' low self confidence'.

I ask for your suggestions for topics u want me to write about. I feel like there's so much I want to tell you everyday. I want to become a successful blogger. There's a blog site which particularly inspired me.. you may check it out.  lelove| bloglovin in english :)  I'm a huge fan of that site. I simply adore it.

Low self confidence

Lately I'm being told over and over again, that I don't have much respect for myself or confidence on myself. And I feel like they are right. I just can't help it. But deep inside I know I have lots of potentials. And I just have started to invent them. I just wish I had some sort of passion to keep me going . I don't know if I'm making any sense but I think that's what I lack. Passion , real interest for doing something thoroughly. I lose interest so easily. For example, I'm reading this book, 'the lost world' and I can't wait to finish it! Not because I find it amazing or breathe taking, but just because I want to finish reading it and say to myself, 'yes I have finished it!'

 It's like reading a book without any passion. Am  I making any sense? I hope so... I have to find a breakthrough. And very soon.

running in a circle

'i woke up one morning, and said to myself,'this IS the beginning of all happiness! this is the just the starting so ofcourse there will be more! ... but that didn't happen.... it was not the beginning... it was just happiness, just a moment of happiness, right there.'

i quoted the above dialogue from a famous movie called 'The Hours'. I can somehow relate to it.

I made a random hypothesis. I'd like to know any kind of arguments (if anyone's reading my blogs! lol)

Well from my experience i've learnt that we are all running in a circle. I can point out a number of guys who to wants to be with me, but I want to be with someone else... but it's not meant to be. That guy would never get the girl he dreams of...and so on so on. Ofcourse there are exceptions. Like two people in love even get to marry each other. We write love stories about them haha. But how many love stories are successful. Aren't the best of music or novel written full of heartbroken stories?