running in a circle

'i woke up one morning, and said to myself,'this IS the beginning of all happiness! this is the just the starting so ofcourse there will be more! ... but that didn't happen.... it was not the beginning... it was just happiness, just a moment of happiness, right there.'

i quoted the above dialogue from a famous movie called 'The Hours'. I can somehow relate to it.

I made a random hypothesis. I'd like to know any kind of arguments (if anyone's reading my blogs! lol)

Well from my experience i've learnt that we are all running in a circle. I can point out a number of guys who to wants to be with me, but I want to be with someone else... but it's not meant to be. That guy would never get the girl he dreams of...and so on so on. Ofcourse there are exceptions. Like two people in love even get to marry each other. We write love stories about them haha. But how many love stories are successful. Aren't the best of music or novel written full of heartbroken stories?

Songs without words

Recently i've been listening to Arabic music. my top favorites are Nancy Ajram and  Elissa. I don't understand Arabic at all. But I have to confess something. Its only because of you, I love arabic. The songs soothe my ears. I don't need to know the words, I can feel what they are singing about. I think I'm gonna name my daughter Elissa. haha. just a random thought.