late night amusement

I'm gonna write every night... at this hour...no matter how tired I'll become.

Right now I'm listening to a nice bangla music... romantic... I feel like it's written for me. Tomorrow I'm gonna have classes early morning. So I should go to bed immediately :P but I don't want to. 'cause I want to spend atleast half an hour from now on for my own entertainment. This half an hour is the only 'peace and quiet' time of the day. Maybe a single girl of my age needs a bit of her own place and a bit of time of her own.

Oh and by the way, I've got a job offer. But I doubt if I can manage to do it after my university... I get tired so easily. Let's see what happens! 

Who feels bad for them?

I just finished watching 'Letters to Juliet'. In my eyes, it's a perfect love story. The man and the woman fall in love. What about the poor chef, the side actor who fell in love with the girl in the first place, and got engaged with her because, guess what, the girl 'loved' him too. do anyone feel bad about the fiances, the heroes and the heroines dump, to get their 'love of their lives'?

For example, in the movie 'serendipity' .... did the hero even cared how much he had hurt his fiance, by breaking up with her on the day before her wedding, ooops sorry 'their' wedding??? Why does these people realize their true love, after getting engaged?? why does things don't work out in between?

is getting engaged a bad idea? if we love someone very much...,and almost ready to get married to them, I mean both mentally and financially, why bother getting engaged. I remember the pressure my brother had been under, after his engagement. (thank god everything worked out perfectly for him!)

anyway, i'm digressing from my topic...... ughh I just hate when it happens. It's heart breaking. I know I would hate it if it happens to me ( god forbid). That's why I don't like this kind of love stories that much these days.

a verse of a poem i really like-

'and each man kills the thing he loves.
by all let this be heard
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,

Secret of alchemy

'the clouds are the rivers that already knows the sea.'

If I Were You

If I were you, I'd stop things right there. I would come back to my senses and I would say 'I'm sorry.' Then I would finally end things with them, and choose the right one. It is I, who waits for you despite of everything. you will never be misunderstood if you're with me. I will make you so happy.
But no, I won't show my weakness to you anymore. I won't let you take 'it' for granted. If you don't come back to me, you'll never find me. That's final. I'm finished with 'that.'

My Religion

If you ask what is my religion I will tell you I am a muslim... but I have my own beliefs about understand God, the Almighty.

As a follower of Islam I believe there's only God. But like many others I do not think my religion is any better than that of others. If there's just one God, then we're all basically praying or worshiping to the same entity. Maybe my way of praying is different than yours, but all these prayers are sent to one, isn't it? Then why fight in the name of religion, why think I am any better than you are, why think my God is powerful than yours? All I know is, being a very small part of this universe, it isn't possible to understand God, His creation or His motive behind every good or bad thing that happens. I like to think there's a part of God among all of us.

I just think fighting over religion is really stupid. There's a God over watching us, and probably laughing because we can be so stupid at times. I respect different beliefs of people. As I believe in their cultural differences.

My Philosophies

For some reasons I can't sleep tonight. So I thought I'd rather get up and do something constructive rather than waste time. My next posts are going to be about my philosophies. Why? Because, everyone has his own codes or philosophies that he lives by. There are plenty in my head right now. I just want a documentation. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm so excited!